I've got to get out of here.

I need a change. My life is so. . .dull. I've spent 17 years living it, but what do I have to show for it? I'm "good" at some things, but I'm not exceptional or amazing at anything.

I feel as if the scene here is suffocating me; every day, I wake up and do the same things with the same people in the same place: the same unimportant things that really, in the grand scheme of things, mean next-to-nothing at all. Surrounded by all this same-old nonsense, sometimes I feel like I'll never be able to truly get out of here.

I need a permanent vacation.