how can you;

make me happy yet sometimes make me sad?
hug me close but be so distant?
talk with me normally one moment then freeze up the next?
ignore me when i'm there although we hardly see each other?
be such an adorable nerd one minute then turn into a cocky jerk the next?
hold other girls like that and turn around and look me in the eye?
stand there and say those things to me when inside my heart is breaking?
be so important to me when i don't think i mean nearly as much to you?
make me cry when you don't even do anything?
have such a terrible power over me...and not even have the slightest clue?

how can you?

how could you.

pi day;

was very, very fun :D
at least i thought so...
but yeah.

anyway, here are my pictures;


this is seriously one of my favorite pictures EVER. =D


so i guess the question is...did they know each other was doing that? o___O


chilling.


so pretty much, we're lovers =D


hanging out.


jordan and karly :]


"guys! let's see how many people we can fit into a picture!"


...and again...


...and AGAIN...


...and again. =P


heidi = stoned
jordan = constipated?!?!
lolz.


karly and sam :]


i love sams :]


eh?


random picture of mary ^_^


we is married.


*kisses*
=D



fishy face XD


i love them<3333333
why didn't anyone TELL ME is what a smiley picture? ;D =P


i see rebecca ^_^


isn't she pretty?
i think so.


*no comment*


<333333333333333333333333*stopstobreathe*33333333333333333333333333333
nicole and sam :]


aubrey and chelsea o.O


heehee.


lol. *gasp?*


my ninnymuggins<3
i love them both with all i've got.


phahhahahaha.


=]


these are my heroes.
=] <3
<333333333333333333
brianne and jerod...


...again... o.O


heidi and sam...and jerod...


sammy!...and jerod...



elizabeth! :]


brianne! :P




nicole! =P



=D


jerod: sam dorrance!
jordan: WHERE?!?!?!
*turns around and proceeds to tackle said sam >.<*
so pretty much, this is my boyfriend :P


=D


THE END.

=D <3

right?

at first it just kinda irked me,
but i wasn't going to let it bother me.
after all,
it was no big deal.
right?

i mean,
they're just speech girls.
harmless.
and you wouldn't do anything that you shouldn't.
right?

but then they flirted with you,
lots and lots,
and it started to bother me.
but i was ok...
right?

and then there was more,
more flirting,
and more girls,
and i got angrier and angrier,
which i knew i had no right to be...
right?

everyone reassured me it was no big deal,
which i knew i wasn't.
you wouldn't do that...
right?

i mean,
there's nothing wrong with talking to girls,
girls that are obviously flirting with you,
instead of talking to your girlfriend,
whom you never talk to or see...
right?

but it was ok,
because others noticed too,
and they helped bring you back to talk to me,
as you should have been doing...
right?

and then we just kinda chilled for a while,
and you told me that i was "quiet" while you were "loud",
which i didn't think was a problem,
but the way you said that made me worry.
silly me, worrying over a stupid thing like that.
...that is a stupid thing to worry over...
right?

but all that didn't matter when you hugged me,
and when i finally felt like i meant something to you,
which is the only feeling i've ever wanted the most.
but that feeling was worth all that stupid worrying,
and watching those girls flirt with you...
right?

i mean,
stupid me, i was overreacting.
those girls were harmless...
right?

i felt like one of those over-obsessive girlfriends,
you know,
the ones you don't let their boyfriends talk to any other girls,
because of sheer jealously and insecurity.
well, of course i was jealous and insecure,
but i didn't have any right to be...
right?

and although you did meet some new girl friends or whatever,
and got to spend lots of time talking with them,
you did spend some time with me.
which is enough...
right?

right?

have you ever...

had butterflies flutter inside your stomach when you look at someone special?
missed someone so much that you physically hurt?
wished on shooting stars for things to be different?
laughed so hard you peed your pants a little?
been afraid to be yourself?
lost someone because of a stupid little reason?
cried for no reason?
loved someone with your whole heart?
wondered why things had to be that way?
lost your temper at someone who didn't deserve it?
pretended to be something you're not?
dreamed that all your wishes would come true?
imagined how life would be like without me?
danced just because you felt like it?
acted stupid just because it was fun?
hugged someone and never wanted to let go?
felt completely alone in a room full of people who care about you?
not known who you are or where you're going?
been perfectly, amazing, incandescently happy?

have you ever?

i have.