the truth;

a list of things i wish i could tell other people.
(stolen from winky!)

if we're even slightly friends, you're probably on this list. i put everyone on it i could think of at the moment. don't assume you're a certain one - if you really want to know which one is yours, you can talk to me about it. but i reserve the right to not tell you.

you can make me smile without effort. i love you....forever.

i don't know what i was thinking when i thought you were a good person. you're a terrible influence, and i wish you would stay away.

you let our friendship go to waste because of your pride, and i will never forgive you for that.

i think you're amazing, but i always screw things up so that it seems like i don't like you. i do. there's no other way to say it.

i love you, but sometimes you're too touchy-feely. i love hugs as much as the next person, but i like my personal space too.

i barely know you, but i think we could be the best of friends.

i'm glad i met you. you've changed my life.

you've stayed with me even though i've left, and you still love me the same. we can still share our problems with each other and help each other through it all. thank you. i love and miss you.

you're the first one i always turn to with a problem - you always understand, even when i screw up in the worst ways. i'm sad we never really bonded until now; but i know that with you, i've got a friendship for life. i love you. <3

you are one of the most romantic people i've ever met. your ideas are cute, and i know every girl that you ever date will love your cute ideas and presents.

you kind of creep me out a little. i wish i knew you better.

i'm glad i met you this year. in you, i see parts of myself.

you're really stupid, not to mention immature. i'm going to laugh when you graduate from high school and flounder around helplessly in the real world - you deserve it for acting the way you do.

i wish you stood up for yourself.

we never talk anymore, and i feel our friendship fading away. i never want that to happen, but i don't know how to stop it.

you're goofy, and i love you. i don't even know how we met, even though it was just this year, but i'm so glad we did :D

i wish you were more original; i want to see who YOU are, not who everyone else is.

you've made some choices in your life that i don't agree with.

i love you, but sometimes it feels like i barely know you, even though we've known each other for years.

when i look at you, i see myself as if i were a guy. i wish we were better friends.

you've got an amazing talent, and i hope you go far with it.

i'm tired of never knowing if you're being serious or not.

you're insane, but i like it. i wish we hung out more, because you can make me laugh.

i don't like your fakeness - we're not friends, and there's no need to pretend we are.

lately, we've started getting along really well, and it makes me happy. i never realized you were that fun to be around.

you're an extremely cool person. i feel like sometimes i could talk all day with you.

you worry too much sometimes. c'mon, relax a little.

you're disrespectful and rude to everyone; and yet you wonder why they treat you the same way.

i'm glad i'm taking math with you - who else would i write notes to during class? :D but seriously, you're an amazing person i'm glad to have met this year. i'm looking forward to becoming better friends with you.

what friendship? we're not friends.

i don't want to offend anyone here. if you want to know which one is yours, you can ask me. or not. sometimes, things like that are better left unknown anyway.

goodnight everyone.

oh yeah; and merry christmas :D