how can you;

make me happy yet sometimes make me sad?
hug me close but be so distant?
talk with me normally one moment then freeze up the next?
ignore me when i'm there although we hardly see each other?
be such an adorable nerd one minute then turn into a cocky jerk the next?
hold other girls like that and turn around and look me in the eye?
stand there and say those things to me when inside my heart is breaking?
be so important to me when i don't think i mean nearly as much to you?
make me cry when you don't even do anything?
have such a terrible power over me...and not even have the slightest clue?

how can you?

how could you.