days like these;

makes me wish it was summer.

blue and sunny skies,
fun car rides,
best friends,
happiness.

pablo's tacos,
amazing plays,
parties,
memories.

awkward moments,
funny moments,
blah moments,
moments.

jammin' out,
playin' outside like a little kid again,
chilling with cool people,
just being.

funny jokes,
spying on teachers,
random questions and random new people,
laughing.

good food,
good friends,
good weather,
feeling good.

how i wish it could always be like this.
if only it were summer. than it could be.

summer.

last summer was one of the worst summers of my life. i had two weeks before i moved to cram in all the nerd posse time i could; but even then i was busy wasting away by loading heavy boxes with all the crap i could. i had a few good days; a few good times; but it wasn't nearly enough to save my summer. my '07 summer sucked. period.

every year, i promise myself that the next summer'll be better. that we'll make it better. so far, i've never gone through with that promise; but after the last couple days, i think i've found the motivation to push for it. i mean,

just think...
no school.
no homework.
no grades.
no social interaction with people you hate.
no forced conversations.
no being punished for talking, or laughing, or anything, during class.

just...
best friends.
amazing times.
the pool for hours on end.
blue skies and sunny days.
parties whenever.
vacations.
stargazing.
camping.
happiness.
<3

days like the ones i've had lately make me wanna have this feeling - this "summer" feeling -all the time. and it's what i want for summer '08. so let's do something together this summer, and make it fun!

man. i just don't think i can wait much longer for...

summer.